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Slacker In Training

by Slacker Ambition

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1.
I'm not the one who posted those Pictures of you on the internet I'm just the one who Told all your friends where to find them And the song that I played for you that day Wasn't really about you All those things I said before I meant before, I just don't mean them any more I can still get angry You know I still get pissed sometimes How else should I feel When I believed all of your lies You can't say it's not funny Me finding you here this way I couldn't think of a better way to say Go fuck yourself You were the on who blew my trust You're the one who fucked up And all those things I said before I meant before, I just don't mean them any more I can still get angry You know I still get pissed sometimes How else should I feel When I believed all of your lies You can't say it's not funny Me finding you here this way I couldn't think of a better way to say Go fuck yourself I don't have to do anything You can't make me do anything And I don't have to use anything 'Cos you can go fuck yourself I can still get angry You know I still get pissed sometimes How else should I feel When I believed all of your lies You can't say it's not funny Me finding you here tis way I couldn't think of a better way to say Go fuck yourself
2.
Do you know what you want Or even what you want to say The more you keep saying The more I keep thinking That everything's sounding the same And I've tried, I've tried I'm walking this fine line Between sides of what I think is right You know we both really want the same thing So why's it so hard to decide You don't have to say how hard it's been 'Cos I can here it when you mention him I hope you know I only want to help 'Cos you help me feel good myself Yes I have already seen how you Struggle with what other people do But I won't give you a reason No I won't give you a reason Do you know where you're wanted I don't why I feel this way I just can't really hate anyone else For feeling exactly the same I've tried, I've tried I'm walking this fine line Between worlds of what I think should be Part of me just wants what's best for you I can't help if the rest thinks that's me Yeah, I can tell how hard it's been And I could say I'd never be like him You know I would never lie to you I could work to make your dreams come true Help you forget all of your fears All the love you'd ever need is here But you don't give me a reason No you don't give me a reason I know where I'm not wanted Or at least not the same way It won't make a difference to say that you're wrong, But I'm saying it just the same 'Cos I'm tired, I'm tired Of walking this fine line Between worlds of what I think should be I've been afraid to tell you to leave But why argue when both sides agree And you can say how hard it's been But I've heard you complain and then I see you bask in the glow Before you take another blow If can't trust you in full Then I can't trust you at all So I can't give you a reason No I can't give you a reason
3.
The Door 04:10
I awoke to a knock at the door Too lazy to answer Too paranoid to go back to sleep And it's an insane sort of superstition Not about who it might be But who I wanted it to be I don't know if you could Ever find your way back here But I wish you would And I don't know if you could Ever think of it that way But I wish you would I don't know who you are Just who I wanted you to be I never knew who you were I just wanted you For this apathy and fear Keeps me locked up inside here I will never know But I already know the truth Enough to know it wasn't you I never knew you I don't know who you are Just who I wanted you to be I never knew who you were I just wanted you Don't know who I should be Or who you want me to be Or who I want you to be 'Cos you don't want me to be Nothing makes sense to me I just cant let it be I don't know what to be I just don't want to be For this apathy and fear Keeps me locked up inside here I will never know But I already know the truth Enough to know it wasn't you I never knew you I just want to sleep I just want to dream I just want to sleep I just want to dream
4.
The Gift 04:05
This has no beginning And it has no end This is just a moment And that is all there is This existential bullshit Might help me get by But you don't philosophy When you can only lie Guilt Feeds your distrust That's your excuse To do what makes you guilty So you wanted an enemy Let this be my gift to you So you wanted an enemy Let this be my gift to you It may seem like a cycle But it's only now There is no escape There is no way out There is no path to follow No light to guide your journey Just here, just now, just lies you used Just how you meant to Guilt Feeds your distrust That's your excuse To do what makes you guilty So you wanted an enemy Let this be my gift to you So you wanted an enemy Let this be my gift to you
5.
I get by in this life Patient I survive Pissed at ones who fuck and lie Get what they want don't even try Tired of being strong I can't be that wrong I have all of this help Why can't I help myself No one here asked for this life But we live it 'till we die Grudges I hold dear Keep me standing here I though I had it hard I just notice the dark If I had I been in you shoes I don't know what I would do What more could I lose Stumble my way through I thought had it bad I can't see what I have Every time I think of you And all the shit that you've been through I know I was wrong I know I'm not strong
6.
Horus Rising 02:30
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7.
Digital 06:38
I had the whole week It should have been her special day I had everything At least it seemed to feel that way I had it all planned And hoped that it would never end I brought a camera So I could cherish it again Digital, forgettable Only I remember now Digital, disposable But I am still here somehow Digital, replaceable I think I'm through with keeping up Digital, reuseable Haven't I been used enough What if I had looked And seen what had been left out Would I have been prepared Would I have had a single doubt It doesn't matter now The things that you forced me to do I think I'll save them So someday she can see the truth Digital, forgettable Only I remember now Digital, disposable But I am still here somehow Digital, replaceable I think I'm through with keeping up Digital, reuseable Haven't I been used enough

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released March 12, 2012

All songs written and produced by Slacker Ambition

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