Slacker In Training

by Slacker Ambition

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released March 12, 2012

All songs written and produced by Slacker Ambition

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Track Name: No Better Way To Say It (Go F#@k Yourself)
I'm not the one who posted those
Pictures of you on the internet
I'm just the one who
Told all your friends where to find them
And the song that I played for you that day
Wasn't really about you
All those things I said before
I meant before, I just don't mean them any more

I can still get angry
You know I still get pissed sometimes
How else should I feel
When I believed all of your lies
You can't say it's not funny
Me finding you here this way
I couldn't think of a better way to say
Go fuck yourself

You were the on who blew my trust
You're the one who fucked up
And all those things I said before
I meant before, I just don't mean them any more

I can still get angry
You know I still get pissed sometimes
How else should I feel
When I believed all of your lies
You can't say it's not funny
Me finding you here this way
I couldn't think of a better way to say
Go fuck yourself

I don't have to do anything
You can't make me do anything
And I don't have to use anything
'Cos you can go fuck yourself

I can still get angry
You know I still get pissed sometimes
How else should I feel
When I believed all of your lies
You can't say it's not funny
Me finding you here tis way
I couldn't think of a better way to say

Go fuck yourself
Track Name: 3 Reasons Not Given
Do you know what you want
Or even what you want to say
The more you keep saying
The more I keep thinking
That everything's sounding the same

And I've tried, I've tried
I'm walking this fine line
Between sides of what I think is right
You know we both really want the same thing
So why's it so hard to decide

You don't have to say how hard it's been
'Cos I can here it when you mention him
I hope you know I only want to help
'Cos you help me feel good myself
Yes I have already seen how you
Struggle with what other people do
But I won't give you a reason

No I won't give you a reason

Do you know where you're wanted
I don't why I feel this way
I just can't really hate anyone else
For feeling exactly the same

I've tried, I've tried
I'm walking this fine line
Between worlds of what I think should be
Part of me just wants what's best for you
I can't help if the rest thinks that's me

Yeah, I can tell how hard it's been
And I could say I'd never be like him
You know I would never lie to you
I could work to make your dreams come true
Help you forget all of your fears
All the love you'd ever need is here
But you don't give me a reason

No you don't give me a reason

I know where I'm not wanted
Or at least not the same way
It won't make a difference to say that you're wrong,
But I'm saying it just the same

'Cos I'm tired, I'm tired
Of walking this fine line
Between worlds of what I think should be
I've been afraid to tell you to leave
But why argue when both sides agree

And you can say how hard it's been
But I've heard you complain and then
I see you bask in the glow
Before you take another blow
If can't trust you in full
Then I can't trust you at all
So I can't give you a reason

No I can't give you a reason
Track Name: The Door
I awoke to a knock at the door
Too lazy to answer
Too paranoid to go back to sleep
And it's an insane sort of superstition
Not about who it might be
But who I wanted it to be

I don't know if you could
Ever find your way back here
But I wish you would
And I don't know if you could
Ever think of it that way
But I wish you would

I don't know who you are
Just who I wanted you to be
I never knew who you were
I just wanted you

For this apathy and fear
Keeps me locked up inside here
I will never know
But I already know the truth
Enough to know it wasn't you
I never knew you

I don't know who you are
Just who I wanted you to be
I never knew who you were
I just wanted you

Don't know who I should be
Or who you want me to be
Or who I want you to be
'Cos you don't want me to be
Nothing makes sense to me
I just cant let it be
I don't know what to be
I just don't want to be

For this apathy and fear
Keeps me locked up inside here
I will never know
But I already know the truth
Enough to know it wasn't you
I never knew you

I just want to sleep
I just want to dream

I just want to sleep
I just want to dream
Track Name: The Gift
This has no beginning
And it has no end
This is just a moment
And that is all there is
This existential bullshit
Might help me get by
But you don't philosophy
When you can only lie

Guilt
Feeds your distrust
That's your excuse
To do what makes you guilty

So you wanted an enemy
Let this be my gift to you
So you wanted an enemy
Let this be my gift to you

It may seem like a cycle
But it's only now
There is no escape
There is no way out
There is no path to follow
No light to guide your journey
Just here, just now, just lies you used
Just how you meant to

Guilt
Feeds your distrust
That's your excuse
To do what makes you guilty

So you wanted an enemy
Let this be my gift to you
So you wanted an enemy
Let this be my gift to you
Track Name: The Conqueror
I get by in this life
Patient I survive

Pissed at ones who fuck and lie
Get what they want don't even try
Tired of being strong
I can't be that wrong

I have all of this help
Why can't I help myself

No one here asked for this life
But we live it 'till we die
Grudges I hold dear
Keep me standing here

I though I had it hard
I just notice the dark

If I had I been in you shoes
I don't know what I would do
What more could I lose
Stumble my way through

I thought had it bad
I can't see what I have

Every time I think of you
And all the shit that you've been through
I know I was wrong
I know I'm not strong
Track Name: Horus Rising
Instrumental
Track Name: Digital
I had the whole week
It should have been her special day
I had everything
At least it seemed to feel that way
I had it all planned
And hoped that it would never end
I brought a camera
So I could cherish it again

Digital, forgettable
Only I remember now
Digital, disposable
But I am still here somehow
Digital, replaceable
I think I'm through with keeping up
Digital, reuseable
Haven't I been used enough

What if I had looked
And seen what had been left out
Would I have been prepared
Would I have had a single doubt
It doesn't matter now
The things that you forced me to do
I think I'll save them
So someday she can see the truth

Digital, forgettable
Only I remember now
Digital, disposable
But I am still here somehow
Digital, replaceable
I think I'm through with keeping up
Digital, reuseable
Haven't I been used enough